The Married Life Of A Porn Actress

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How is the sentimental life of a woman who works in the adult film industry? What does your husband think of what he does? What is jealousy for a couple in which the woman has sex with other men?

We met when I was 16, in an ultralight club, some sports planes, and we were friends for a long time, but there was always attraction. After nine years of friendship, I asked him one night, I told him it was my platonic love, and that’s how it all began. And he was happy that an old woman asked him to. We are not legally married, because free union is much more practical. A paper does not make a difference. We are a happy couple: we go out a lot, we go to the movies, to eat, to go around, like any couple.

I believe that jealousy is insecurity, and my husband is the safest man I have ever met, in all aspects of his life. I have never felt jealous because I have sex with more handsome men, with better body and bigger penises. Sex without involving feelings or without love only generates pleasure to the flesh, and once the sexual act is over, there is no desire to kiss or to fall asleep with the bodies intertwined. Love is much more than good sex. Making love with the heart is intense, you feel the surrender not only of the body but of the soul. Every detail is enjoyed, the caresses are better, the kisses are sweeter, the smell and the taste of sweat are the glory. There is simply a total delivery without it being necessary or more important to have an orgasm to feel happy.

I’m not selfish: just as my husband allows me to have sex with someone else, he can also have sex with other women. This type of open relationships must be equitable so that they work well, and our relationship is based on trust and respect. He would never forgive me for having sex with another man behind his back. I love to see him or know he has sex with other women; In fact, that situation oxygenates the relationship. After knowing that my partner is or was with another old woman, I have more sense of belonging, I make love with more desire, I see it more beautiful and I feel more sure of being his wife, although I must confess that the only thing that It makes her jealous to think that she can fall asleep hugging another old woman.

That would make me feel terrible sadness, because when it’s just sex, you do not want to sleep in that person’s embrace and if that happens, it would lend itself from being just sex to something that already involves feelings. We have some rules and in case of any inconvenience that is affecting us we discuss it and reach a conciliation.

The day we fall in love with someone else, nothing to do. There is always the risk of losing the couple, either because they share it consciously or because they are unfaithful.
For all the above, my husband does not bother with the people who approach me on the street. Despite having a profession in which you can easily confuse pornography with prostitution, my fans are very good, are respectful when it comes to taking a picture with me or simply to ask for an autograph, although there is no lack of the person who believes that can be surpassed and that I like that at all times they are touching me and making me morbid insinuations.

However, that does not bother me anymore; I learned to handle it and people know that I allow it only when I am in my presentations in public; otherwise, I make myself respected and I like it a lot when it is a woman who approaches and asks me to take a picture with her boyfriend or husband. I think it’s nice that they do not feel jealous of me, but that they are intelligent and share these things as a couple. I have also had fans who persecute or harass me and some who offer to pay what I “ask”. They even came to threaten me that I had to be with them, good or bad, but thank God nothing happened. The truth, they bothered me more when I started modeling than now that I’m a porn actress.

After recording, I really do not have sex with my husband, because when I’m working in the United States, he stays in Colombia. But at the end of each video, the first thing I do is call him to tell him how it went, describe the scene and sometimes I masturbate in front of the computer to please him when he wants it. What we do together is exchange of partners: either he gets me a man so that I have sex with both of them or he just pleases me when I want to see how he eats another old woman. It is an open relationship, in which the only thing we do not share is the love of one for the other. And that’s been the way we’ve been together for six years. I do not want to have children; I already have a girl of 16 whom I love as if she were my daughter.